I can't sleep properly now ughhhhh, I cry so much but I don't say anything so I keep to myself and idkk what to dooooooo like I want to message but if I am caught then idk and like yar on Thursday you have no idea what I had to go go like my mom omg just ughhhh I broke her trust again and she said stuff to me which made me ughhhhh and like she said um when u have good job and like u love someone then yeah marry and then I was like okay then.... but um idk if you are seeing this but I am sorry that this happened. my fault.