i tried this before but it wasnt right. im like 99% sure i read one of these that you wrote for me. im sorry things have changed so much. i hope everything goes back to normal. its so weird that through everything i still know everything about you. i feel like i know your family just from how much you've told me and i still know your stuffed animals names. you know im not very in touch with my emotions but everything was real to me i never meant to hurt you at all. im not sure if ive made the right decisions through all this but its just made it easier. next summer?