I feel so alone. I have no friends not really. I won’t count u because our friendship just doesnt feel like it goes both ways. What the hell is wrong with me? I would jump infront of a bullet for u and u could care less. I cant talk to anyone . Im utterly alone and it is so scary. I know i know ive heard that bullshit phrase “ur never alone” a million times but i FEEL alone. I just want to leave to escape i just want to feel something anything i wanna be in love and get my heart broken and feel so happy i could cry and even feel so sad i could cry but instead i just feel numb.