Sometimes I still feel guilty for cutting you out of my life. You were bad for me, and it was the right decision 100%... but the way you’d look at me or catch my eye in the halls at school for months after I did.... it hurt me inside. I feel like sometimes I want to break down and reach out to you, but I know I can’t. Not after the things you did and said to me. I just.... I hope you’re doing okay. And if you’re gone... I hope it wasn’t me that did it.