Unsent Messages

you probably don’t remember but one of my favorite memories is around the first time we met, i was really nervous and thought you were so cool. you can call yourself lame all you want but in my eyes, especially back then, i adored you! so when i heard your voice for the first time, clutching my phone in my hand, sitting on the floor - i felt myself smile from ear to ear and i hoped that moment would never end. we talked about the most silly things in the entire world but i didn’t care if it seemed childish to anyone, i got high off your energy and i replayed that moment a lot with stars in my eyes, trying to desperately memorize the sound of your laughter and the way you pronounced words. you made me really happy and you have a good heart, you always will. i hope someday you realize how precious you are. p.s you did not send me photos of your dog! :(