i wish i could make you understand how much i love you. i’m so scared that if i say too much you’ll be scared or uncomfortable with me. there’s so much i wish i could tell you but it’d either come off as inappropriate or just super creepy. i know you say you won’t be upset by anything i tell you, but i’m scared. i love you so much it seriously hurts. i’m constantly scared of losing you and i get so scared that your friends are going to take you from me. i don’t want to be toxic but i’m so scared.