Unsent Messages

I thought things would work out. Heck, I wanted things to work out. I wanted to try what we had. But sadly you wanted otherwise. I decided to wait for you, but then again what am I even waiting for? I'm literally waiting for someone that gave up on me? That's a total downfall right there and I didn't want to waste my time. I decided to end what I felt for you. It didn't sit too well with me knowing that you've found someone new that quick, but I can manage. I've found someone new as well, but I still didn't have the intention of replacing you. I hate to say this, but you've added my emotional trauma. For leading me on and in the end having to give it all up for nothing. I love you, heck I still love you, but I'd rather keep it platonic than love you for more than you deserve. I deserved better, I've always known that, yet I accepted you for who you are because I loved you. I never wanted to force or pressure you into anything because of the trauma your past has given you. I embraced your flaws, and yet you spat in my face, and broke my heart. I waited 5 years...for this? Anyway, life goes on. And if you see me as nothing but a friend, then so be it. The bond is still there, but I doubt the treatment will ever be the same again. I love you and I hope you go long in life. I never doubted you anyway. Don't make the same mistake ever again.