let me know what you are thinking because I see you everyday but you are so closed off and I'm scared you will feel like you have no one but I'm here darling I was always here, don't you get it gorgeous ily even if you feel like no one else would. the distance between us doesnt matter as long as you are here breathing the same air as me that's enough for me to keep going. life won't feel the same. love won't feel the same. the way we act won't feel the same. that vera wang perfume won't smell the same but keep going is all I ask because the life I live right now is so bland and boring and sad but ill never forgive myself for leaving you by yourself ily mamas