Unsent Messages

everytime i think of you i cant think of anything other than perfection, almost every single night i would cry over you, and still do. i wish i could’ve at least called you mine, and you could do the same. but i get it, you don’t feel the same way, and that’s ok. it just makes me feel like a horrible person for liking you, but i’ll keep that to myself, i really don’t want to burden you. i want nothing other than for you to be happy, even though it’s the most painful thing to think of it being without me. you are perfect in my eyes, i can’t even think of one flaw you have, and i’m not over exaggerating one bit. i love you so much, so, so much. much more than you could ever imagine. everything about you makes me love you even more, the thought of you with someone else makes my heart completely shatter, everything around me turns black, and i start to shake. i cry in my bed and wonder what you’re doing right now. i become fully numb to anything other than you. i love you.