You ruined my fave season, fall.your ruined blasting music in the car. every time you wanted to come back i let you, but i shouldn't have. You absolutely destroyed me. I will never be able to move on, everything reminds me of you. Every person I see i look for you in their face. Maybe we will meet in person again but it is better if we just stay apart. Communication is hard I know, but it is the only thing we have with the distance we have. Please take care of yourself and come back when you know what you want and when you can fully love me. I just might not be here.