Unsent Messages

when we were together you were toxic. now we're broken up and you're with a new girl and doing the same thing. I keep trying to tell her that she needs to get out of it but she's not listening. you tore me apart and it took so long for me to get back up on my feet again, and finally be happy. you forced me to do things with you, told me that you wished I lose all my friends, and I finally did and you still weren't happy. why am I not enough for anyone? why did you do this to me? I was blaming myself for so long but it's hard not to when I never got an apology for what you did to me. why couldn't you let me wait until I was 18. why didn't I leave when I knew you weren't going to give up. hell, why didn't I leave when I had a two week streak of crying every single night because of something you had said to me. you made me feel like I couldn't do anything right, and told me stuff like I was the reason you wanted to start smoking. called me cunt, slut, bitch and way way more. I really want an apology. I really really want measurement that I am enough. you hurt me so so bad. and when I finally got the courage to tell my friends that I got back after we broke up about what had happened, they expressed their hatred towards you and you just laughed and screen recorded the videos. please, don't break her as much as you broke me. I wasn't a sensitive person when I first started dating you, but you tore me down, and she is a sensitive person, so I can't imagine what you've done to her. I made this black because the relationship was so dark and it was the only colour I could think of that was associated with our relationship. anyway, love g ??