miss you more than anything, even now. you're the best friend i ever had. i think about you all the time, it's like every song is about you, every place i go is somewhere we once went together. sometimes i get really really angry at you for leaving, but mostly i just grieve for our relationship because i've never had anything like that and i don't know if or when i will again. i wonder if you think about me as much as i think about you. probably not. i think i could be better to you now. you destroyed me but it forced me to make myself into something better. on the off chance that you're reading this please send me a message. i miss you so much. i forgive you. please forgive me.
