Dear Brandon, you pinky promised you would never leave me then lied and cheated you broke me into so many little pieces and i still want you i still answer your texts and the pain right now hurts really bad i cant even imagine the feeling if you're gone completely. I wish you never made that joke, i wish you never kissed that girl, i wish you still loved me like i will always love you. I am so afraid i will never be able to find someone because of you, anytime i think of someone you come into my brain and everything goes to shit. I cant take this, its not how we were supposed to turn out ,things were supposed to be different with us. Im trying to convince my friends you are still good for me even though im not convinced myself. I love you brandon.