why did u have to be so perfect. i would've been fine. instead, you had to sing with me and be a fuckin dumbass and convince me that i had a chance. why did you have to be such a genuinely good guy. it makes me not want to hold the months of pain against you. i know you didn't mean it, i know you have your reasons, but come on man, you and i both know you aren't as oblivious as you make yourself out to be. you're smart. be smarter with the next person for me. please. and if u ever see this somehow, lol no u didn't