we were bestfriends for so long and i went and screwed everything up. we barely left each others side. i was so caught up in wanting to fit in. idk if i meant anything more to you than friends or not.. i “dated” a guy bc i thought i had to and u said it was a good idea so i did even though i avoided him and didn’t like him. then when you told me you liked a guy it broke my heart. i liked you, well i kinda still do surprised i still haven’t gotten over it. i thought we would never separate but stupid middle school ig. i feel horrible for messing things up. i wish we could restart. i was such a bitch. i miss you. idek if u like girls or not lol but oh well eventually i’ll get over it hopefully. i hope you have a great life