Unsent Messages

i am so glad that you were my first love because you showed me what it was supposed to be like. i miss all of the calls and conversations and hugs and laughs but they're all gone now. and honestly, i'm doing fine without you. you used to mean everything to me, melvin. and now you do not. and one day i am going to find someone perfect for me. i believe that, i really do. but sometimes, i imagine what i would do if you came back all of the sudden. i don't think i would be able to say no to you. maybe that's just because you're all i'm used to. we had so many good times together, and now we'll have so many more good times, apart. and i think a piece of me will always love you. but i have to let you go now. i have to move on. i hope you have the happiest life because you really do deserve all the happiness in this world. even if i'm not the girl who gives it to you anymore. goodbye melvin :)