I remember telling myself I didn't like you but now i'm here in my room at 3 am a year later crying over how much I love you. I pretended I didn't love you bc you are head over heals for him.. I know no one would ever truly choose me or want me but it still hurts a lot. It hurts bc you don't know.. it hurts because I can't do anything about it. We're bestfriends and thats all we'll ever be even if I lay in bed when the sun rises thinking about you.