ahhh. idk where to start. we’ve been talking for a while and then you asked me out. then a week later you decided to mess with other girls. and apparently you’ve been talking to girls this whole time even tho you said that i wasn’t allowed to talk to other people. i forgave you and gave you a second chance. and you haven’t messed up. but i have. now i didn’t cheat i just never gave you attention and i’m really really sorry i keep doing this and you don’t deserve it. you’re such an amazing person. and i love you. i haven’t told you that yet. but i do. i really do. i believe that when i’m with you i’m safe. i just- i miss you. i’ll see you in a bit but i wanna see you know. it’s new year’s day for gods sake. uhhh.