I hate myself for the way our last conversation went. I'm sorry I didn't listen. I'm sorry I lashed out at you. I still love you. I wish I had gotten to kiss you. I hope you're doing well and that you beat ana. I hope you're smiling more nowadays. I'm sorry for the things I said to you. I don't think we'll talk ever again but I send you love every day, every time I think of you. I still listen to the playlist you made for me.