Unsent Messages

hi. i know you'll probably never stumble across this. but if by some chance you do, i want you to know some things. remember when we used to send each other long paragraphs? this might be the last one you ever get the chance to read. i know our relationship has ended and then began again several times. I always thought about the reason we could never last. i don't even know if i believe that right person wrong time exists. but for some reason i know that i will never be able to stop loving you. if you showed up at my door in 10 years i just know that i'd give up everything just to give us another chance. i hope that you just know its me by the way I talk hahah. i know you blocked me on everything, and i don't blame you for it whatsoever. i understand that ive hurt you time and time again. i was never able to love you as well as you deserved. if you ever see this by chance and know its me, please reach out to me. you know how to reach me. i know its not my place to try and talk to you anymore, and i also know its my place to not demand you to talk to me again. but if you ever think of me or are reminded of the times we had together and ever want to be in my life again, please talk to me. the only thing i want to do is make it up to you. i hope one day we cross paths and realize that we owe it to ourselves to try again. you still consume my thoughts after everything that happened. i am so sorry. you always said i apologized too much, but its important that you know that i would give anything to ensure your happiness, even if it meant letting you go forever. i love u forever booger. you are the biggest booger ive ever met, but that's why i love u. if u don't know if its me by now then idk what to tell u hahahah. any who. i love u.


meatball