From: ABC
To: Avery
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:05 am
I’m not sure if you care about me of if you ever did at all. But I’m not doing well again. I hope to see you again and hope your doing better than me. I wish we could’ve gotten closer. I know I’m closed off and might never get to fall in love. I just feel like as much as I care about others and like others.. I have no trust in others and I have no love to give or receive. I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry if you wanted something real with me but I’m just too broken and I’m not sure how long it’s going to be before I’m ready. I saw a post on here that I could’ve sworn had to be from you but I’m not sure if it was. I’m not sure if I even cross your mind at all anymore. I think about you a lot and feel a lot of guilt and self hate about stuff. I wish we could talk. We were so awkward it was kind of funny. Miss you