i know you didnt know how i felt, i know you didnt know what you were doing, i know you dont know still. but you fucking screwed me over so many times in so many ways. you dont even talk to me anymore. you asked me long term questions and now act like i dont even exist, and on my fucking birthday too are you fucking kidding? you were a rollercoaster that i wanted to get off but never could. you were the first guy i cried over. even my mom knew something was up. i cant forgive you for that and believe me ive tried. but thanks because now im not the same as i was, now i know a bullshitter when i see one :)
