you werent my first "love", but i want to say im sorry. i broke up w you in a pretty shitty way and it was really almost a year ago in a few months but im really sorry for hurting you. i think i was afraid?? you just seemed to like me so much more and i am so shitty at showing i care about people that it would've hurt both of us if i hadnt broken things off. maybe this sounds selfish but i hope i didnt leave a long lasting impression on you