From: ABC
To: him
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:33 am UTC
I’m not sure what exactly is love, but what I felt for you was strong, and I thought u felt the same way, that you would take the time to get to know me, but I guess I was wrong my expectations were to high about you, you wanted those loud, confident, curly head, skinny girls and I wasn’t that I just wish I could’ve been told you my feeling in middle school so I wouldn’t have gone through what I did in 9th grade you made me waste my time I mean it’s not your fault I guess it’s my fault for getting attached to easily, but fuck you for sending me mixed signals, and leading me on, you was on my mind 24/7 you would always look at me since 7th grade then when I finally grew the balls to tell u my feelings you just brush them away fuck you, I’m so happy I moved cause I don’t think I would be able to stay at that school and see you everyday with different girls knowing that you know about my feelings I don’t know if what I felt for u was love but I’m now slowly forgetting about you and focusing on myself I’m done with boys for now, hopefully those feeling for u that I had are gone but I know as soon as I see your face again I will crumble, all the progress I’ve made will be gone just by the sight of your face and all those feeling will come rushing back.