im sorry. i wish i could hug you and tell you i'm sorry. i wish i could tell you what would happen. i wish i could prepare you for everything. i wish i could keep you from experiencing everything you did. i wish i could have told you to enjoy it while you could. don't grow up so fast. please. i wish i could shield you from it. i wish the world wasn’t so cruel. i wish i could change how u turned out. i wish you were different. i wish you were perfect. i wish everyone liked you. im so sorry. i wish i could hold you tight and reassure you during those moments. i wish you were happy again. i wish things were better for you. i wish so many things for you but it doesn’t work like that. it is what it is.