Unsent Messages

Why do I still love you after you cheated on me. For the nearly two years together, us being together was the happiest times I ever had lived. I want to let you go, but I can't. I'm still deeply in love with you and I was and still am heartbroken that you cheated, you made me the happiest. I'd kill just to have a hug from you again, I miss the way you hold me, the way you kiss me, the way you make me laugh, the way you would let me just cry when I needed to. You were my biggest supporter, but I was just another girl to leave. I want to hate you, to move on, to get on with my life, but I can't. I don't know why I can't, but I can't. The way we would just sit on a bench listening to music, the way we would lay in bed in complete silence, the way we could just sit and stare at the stars at night, I miss it so much, I miss that everyday. I just was never good enough for you though.