John I love you so much and I wanna live life with you and just being with you feels so unreal I love it sm. I feel like im in a dream, when I kiss you I feel like the world just stops and all of the sudden its just me and you. im scared to lose you but im learning to trust again and you pinky promised that you wouldn't hurt me. yes, I may be scared but ik we'll get through whatever it is together. I have faith in you in i. I think well make it. you r eyes make my heart melt and your laugh makes me laugh and you r hand in mine gives me butterflies. I love you john