i wish you knew how loved you really are. you deserve the world and the things id do to give it to you. im sorry youve been fucked over so much. when you said you wanted to go i couldnt stop crying for hours and hours, you mean so much to me, i couldnt get back from it as much and im sorry for not acting the same. i love you so much, its a bit selfish but oh well. i hope you find someone that brightens your day like no other, one who you talk to the stars about, one who you can hold. i wish we could meet. take care of yourself okay