theres so much i want to say to you, i guess ill start off with...why? whyd you leave? i asked if i did something wrong and you said no. so what was it? did you lose feelings for me? were you going through something that i didnt know about? i love you...i have hope that you will come back. i need you bro. im so truly sorry if i did something wrong. you were my bestfriend and my lover. its been 42 days since we last talked. I remember 42 days ago so clearly bc it was halloween, i cried all night knowing you were leaving me. i felt like i was bothering you. if i was, im sorry. i miss you.