I’m not quite sure what to do with myself anymore. You know, for the longest time I thought this wasn’t anything special but I haven’t felt this much pain before. I’d never tell you this but I still love you, I love you more and more everyday, and it hurts so much. I never knew what people meant when they said that they love someone more each day, but now that I do, I wish with my whole heart that I was still clueless. I fall apart, and when I fall apart I’m no one else’s. I wish I could hold you and tell you just how much you mean to me, and I know it’s stupid but everyday I simply wait for you say I can.