Unsent Messages

hi jeongguk. idrk why im doing this since i can't even send it anyways but i just felt like i needed to talk to someone and i thought about you. at first i wanted to tell you about how empty im feeling and how weird everythings is but now i just don't know. ik it's pretty dumb but you're my safe place, my home, my safe person and even if ik you've the puriest heart on earth and you're so kind with people and you love us all. if like idk.. if you weren't that known and you were just a simple person in my hgs, would you love me? you would love me as you're saying that you actually do as a celebrity? it's not even about, it's about me. the point is, am i actually enough for people to actually love me? outside and inside. im not pretty nor interesting, im nothing, im empty, idek what im doing here. would you actually love me if we met in the corridors? ik you won't, and it's not your fault. no one can. and id think it's just about ppl loving me or not. what am i doing here. why am i still there, what's the point if im not even enjoying. i also wanted to tell you how much i love you and how thankful im to have you in my life but my thoughts are always bad, im truly sorry for that. i love you jeon jeongguk. with my whole heart and soul. i love you so much and i wish you so much happinesse you don't even know. i love you and again, thanks for everything. have a good and happy life please.