i fucking hate what i did to you that made u leave, i was so insecure and stupid at the tine and thats why we said those things, every taylor swift or troye sivan song i hear reminds me of u and i can't stop crying. last night i listened to clean and idk why but that shit broke me.. then recently i went to vegas to that spot we watching the water show and i got so sad bc i remembered how our family took you here, you meant the world to me there was no one who i could fangirl the most except u and i pray about u everyday but i understand if this is how it should be i really fucking miss u love, c