my friend once told me to stop letting my feelings get in the way of our friendship. And I did not stop because I couldn’t, I let my feelings control what I said and what I did. She said she can’t look at me anymore without feeling sorry but she did worn me so it is me who is sorry. She said I should stop before I get hurt, but instead I prepared a message for you, “I always talk about you and how I wish you would make an effort to talk to me. I have never liked anyone as much as I like you. you’re more than a crush. If you want me, tell me, or just tell me anything.” But she asked if I really wanted to make things weird and awkward, I said no.