Unsent Messages

you probably don’t remember this, but i want to tell you i’m sorry. i don’t really know how to tell you in person and i don’t think you’ll ever see this but if you do i’m glad.

remember a few years ago when we were on the track after cross country and you asked me if i thought you were annoying. i said yes. i really wish i didn’t because that’s not how i felt and i feel terrible because i still remember the look on your face from my response. i never thought you annoying- you were always funny to me. i don’t know why i said that. i guess i just didn’t know how to respond but that’s no excuse. i don’t knows it’s too late now, but just know that i’m really sorry. you never deserved that. you’re always so kind and considerate and i know you try to hide it but you always care about other people and how they feel and i’m sorry. maybe i’ll bring it up in person someday because this won’t be enough, but who knows.