idk how to tell you i love you without saying "i love you". sorry if i seem distant and uninterested i just really suck when i comes to expressing feelings and often think its cringy but ur the only exception so i try my best and send those weird ass paragraphs abt how much you mean to me. i cringe at myself cause i hate im exposing my feelings like that lol. but one thing i prolly wont tell you is that im scared we will stop talking and that youll find someone better.