talked to Ashley today she came into my work. Made me go right back to you. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you and what I did wrong and how badly I want to fix it and be better for us and you. I know it’s not all my fault but a lot of it is. I wish you’d talk to me. Just pick up the phone and call me. I know you won’t though. I’m trying to give you space. Last night was hard. You being there right in front of me and neither of us wanting to acknowledge it. I miss you jade. I really do