From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:49 am
dear michael,
you were my first love and maybe even my last. i saw so much in you and i put so much into you. i thought you would be my one and only and we would be together forever. just like we always promised. but nothing in my life ever turns out to be the way i think it will. you cheated on me. three different times. i tried to forgive you but you just got more and more toxic and manipulative and you stopped trying. i dont know what i ever did to deserve it. so i left. and the pull and want of you came back and i got back with you. and i just couldn't take it anymore, and i left. for real. you promised youd change but thats what you promised every single other time too. what was i supposed to believe. should i have taken another chance on you? i'll never know. it may be toxic of me but i hope you never move on, and i hope i find you in the future because i dont think i can ever stop loving you no matter how bad it seems.. i need you lol