Unsent Messages

fuck i really like you, like i really really really like you, theres so much stuff i wish i could tell you but i just cant, because i dont know how to say it, and i am sorry that i am hard to deal with sometimes, like i am genuinely sorry because i complain to you about my childhood and everything bad that happens because i dont have any one else to talk too. i am still trying to get over that one boy, i dont like him at all but im just trying to get over what he did to me, he ruined me, the story is really long and he really just fucked me up and i hate him so much because i feel like im never gonna be normal again so i guess you could say im still healing?? idk. please dont give up on me because im really trying to figure this out, i know im still young but what he did really fucked up my mental health, i gave him two chances and he ruined both, and i know im stupid and i shouldnt have given him another chance but i thought he changed and im so stupid and i just want you to know that none of this is your fault and i am sorry if i am overwhelming you and if im ever being too much just tell me and ill stop, i love you so much.