Unsent Messages

hi, ik i can’t say this all to u at once and i’m hoping u never find this website and never see this. i’m hoping u didn’t search ur name like the way i spell it even tho ik u spell ur name like “tristen”. i really love you, and i wanna be more then friends, but i haven’t been able to talk to u or anyone like i used to recently because of my shock that i feel something for someone. it’s been really hard for me to talk to u guys, hence why i’ve been quiet and on mute a lot. ik yk that u hurt my feelings a lot, and that i hurt urs a lot too, and it makes us so toxic. our friendship is so toxic, and i love it so much. i cherish our friendship and i want it to take the next step. i love you so much and i’ll always watch out for u. even tho i don’t know what the fuck i’m doing half the time ik i love you so much and just want to hold u in my arms and give u a hug. u always ask me why i’m friends with u, but i notice ur kindness and lovingness that’s hidden behind ur act. ik u love someone else, or no one at all and that’s ok. ik u won’t see this so i’m not scared of saying i love u. we’re gonna be on call later with o ur friends for new year’s eve, and i’m gonna hafta talk to u like i didn’t write anything, and that’s ok. i love you