i feel like all words for u r lost, i think my brain really blocked out everything that happened around that time. all i know is how much u have affected me, u have always been such a loving person. u genuinely inspire me so fucking much. i wish i could love u again. im an awful person for letting u leave. i miss getting drunk and talking in ur backyard about how much we wanted to die. i truly think we r soulmates, romantically or not. i know ur gone now,, but i still love u vix, i really love u.