Unsent Messages

Dear sana, the way I feel for u is so much I can’t even start to express my feeling. Like do U understand when ever I see ur text I get anxious to type back and see what it is, and all I’m waiting for is the answer. Whenever I see u I can’t keep my eyes off, when I hear ur laugh it gets stuck in my head and that’s all I can think about, when u do the simplest things like hug me, or hold my hand , and even just keep eye contact with me I get crazyyyy nervous. After a day hanging out wit u ur all I think about the rest of the night. But when I see u talking about ur BF or when I see ur posts about him i feel hurt and I know it’s wrong because I’m not urs and ur not mine but it completely ruins my day and I’m mad the entire day. Especially when I see ur online and u decide to leave me on open or don’t respond to me. When u do that my ego make me match ur energy and I’ll start treating u like shit, or like how I treat everyone else. I can also see the little changes in u like how little u hold my hand now or how u hug me and even talk to me, I notice every little thing. so please just say the words so I can either care for u or stop thinking about u .