Unsent Messages

im still in love with you. after almost 2 years after that kiss, you were the sun in my days, literally, every single time that I was feeling bad you knew. and I don't know how you did that but u had this power; and I knew when u were feeling bad too, I remember a day that we were coming back to school and u were actin weird, idk how to explain but you were, and I asked u a couple of times why, then you looked at me and I saw you dropping a tear, that was the only time that I saw that because u hate when people know that ur feeling sad, and u told me the reason, I hugged you and you hugged me back as strong as you could. I will always remember that day, maybe if i had never leaved we could make things work again. you will always be my favorite '' what if'', you are the right person, but at the wrong time, I wish I could say everything that I wanted to you, I really do. I will always miss you and u will always have a part of me with you, no matter how far away I am. I love you is not enough for the way that I feel about you. words couldn't describe how I wish I could go back in time and change somethings... I love you and I always will, I wish I could kiss u one more time, u were my best friend and the best I will ever have. fuck. why my parents decided to move? I want to be yours and I know that maybe I could make this happen if only I was closer... I miss you. a lot. please never forget me, im begging you...