I hate how much I miss you, but I miss you more than I ever thought I would. You ghosted me back in July and I've barely talked to you since. I really do hope you're happier, you honestly deserve it after some of the stuff you've gone through. I hope you know that you're still cared for and that I'll always hope for you to be happy. You were the first person to throw me through such a loop and you made me believe that there were still good people out there. I hope that whichever lucky girl you end up with, that she's the happiest when she's with you.