Unsent Messages

I’m so sorry Namoi, I wish I had done better. I miss you everyday. You were one of the best friends I ever had. You were one of the only few people I’ve ever felt a real connection with. Every little thing reminds me of you. I know Jaiden might have already moved on, but it’ll take me a lot longer to. I can’t watch Marvel movie without wanting to cry, ya know, they remind me of you too much. One of the worst feelings in the world is seeing something and thinking “oh, I should send this to Naomi, she’d like this.” And remembering I can’t. I watched Star Wars, I’m glad I did, and I liked it. I know I said I’d never watch it, but I thought maybe we could talk about it when you came back. But you never did, I still held on hope though. I know I shot your attempt to rekindle our friendship down. I wish I hadn’t. I’m too much of a coward to reach out again though. At the time I was extremely hurt. I love you Naomi, yours were a great friend :)