it hurt because at some point i couldn’t recognize you anymore. you changed in a way that no longer affected me. you became someone,
i didn’t know. and that person pushed me away. i didn’t deserve the hurt you gave me, ever. Even after everything, i miss you. the old you. i really thought you were the woman of my dreams, my own person. but that’s all you were, a dream. it hurts. so badly. no one’s ever going to hurt me as much as you did. i hope you know that.