I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry for everything. I’m a terrible friend. I just lost myself, I needed to find love. I knew you liked him, and as soon as it started going somewhere I realised how awful I was so I stopped. I just wanted to feel loved, but I couldn’t do that to you. I was so blinded by how he was talking to me that I didn’t realise that he was using me to get to you. I’m so sorry, I will never forgive myself for this, I think you should go on and make other friends. It hurts to see you everyday and know that I caused you pain, so please leave me. I don’t have the strength to leave you