I just wanted it to be somewhere out in the universe. I love you, and I think I love you in a very real way, like the way that allie loves noah in the notebook kind of way, or to more accurately place it, the way laurie loves jo. I know you can’t return it to me, but I love you and I just wanted it to be somewhere in writing that someone loves you more than you’ll ever know. please just be happy in life, I think you deserve the world. I hope you get to be an engineer and travel the world. I think you’re brilliant. if you ever think that you aren’t good enough just know that I feel in love with you the moment I meet you, and we were like 12. I know you think I hate you now, it’s just that i have to distance myself from you because it hurts me to be with you. i’m sorry this is all over the place.