Unsent Messages

My final unsent...

I would literally give up every single possession I own to be happy with someone. I’ve ignored so many potential relationships over the years because I’ve been trying not to feel numb from my past relationship. I would never waste anyone’s time unless I truly felt love toward them. I’ve finally turned the corner and reached emotions with you I haven’t felt in a such a long time. I’ve opened up so much to you (which is very rare for me) and we haven’t even truly began yet.. The truth of it all is, I’m soooo tired of saying it and I want to show you, but you have to show me. I’m not asking much. I need proof I can hold that shows there’s something between us. I need to know I’m not going to be screwed over. If that’s not possible, I’m sorry, I CAN’T do this. It may sound stupid, and if it does, you’re not understanding my situation and the massive amount of anxiety added on top of what I already felt before. If that makes me weak or inferior to you, fine. Trust me, I feel like crap having to explain it, and worse that it’s come to this, but here we are.. balls in your court.

Have a Happy new year beautiful babe.