why do you hate me sm. i do everything i can for you, you give me nothing in return. i can feel nothing but pain when i think of you and how you treat me. if i was just that tiny bit prettier or skinner or nicer, would you like me? if i completely changed myself, would you like me? my heart stings a lil when i remember that you’ve replaced me. you’re my bestfriend, but am i really yours, or do you just tell me that? i constantly feel like i’m never ever good enough for you no matter what i do for u. i sometimes wonder if you ever think of me and think “i should probably talk to her”. do you really care about me or are you just saying that. this has been so hard on my mental health. not like you care anyways. you’ll most likely never ever see this message but i miss the old you, the old us, i want the old you back i miss them.