i wish i did better for you, you really deserve the world. i’m still holding on to you, to us, i can’t let go:( this is so hard. i just want to see you happy and being yourself, i want to make you happy and feel loved and needed because you really are. our relationship was so so special and amazing, i will never forget it. i just want to thank you for everything, i know i was awful and i’m so sorry:( i did everything i could to make you happy and i fell so hard for you, you’re the only person i’ve ever felt that way about. i love you to bits, bear. please stay alive, i need you